I'm just so frustrated this morning. Although I haven't quite kept up the walking 5-6 days a week thing I had hoped to accomplish this week, I have been drinking my water....at least 4 glasses a day. I did a 2 mile walk one morning this week, and I also did a one mile walk followed by 10 minutes on an elliptical machine one evening, so I did get some exercise in. I haven't been doing hardly any exercise, so that was definitely a step in the right direction. Anyway, you might be asking why I'm frustrated. Well, I have really been trying NOT to weigh myself at all until Monday, and this week I've been doing well. Today, however, I did get on the scale to take a peek and see how my week was going. Lo and behold, it shows I've gained 1.6lbs!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!
I just don't get it. Why am I not already down at least a pound?? I know I could certainly get there by Monday, but I feel like for every two steps forward theres another ten backwards. I know I could be doing more exercise, but I am doing something. My eating has been better this week. I've eaten breakfast each morning, had some good fruits in (not sure about the veggies), and I haven't had any red meat whatsoever. Also, on WW you get your daily points that you must eat and then 35 points that you can use in addition to that, to use whenever you'd like. You can use them all in one day, or split them up in between days. I still have 21 of those left. Now, granted.....yesterday was a higher point day for me. I used 8 of those extra points for a CHERRY LIMEADE from Sonic thanks to my terrific mom-in-law, and her nifty sidekick, Diane (my lovely sis-in-law, Wendi's mom). Anyway, thanks to them, they picked me up some yummy cherry limeade on their way home from visiting our newly re-Floridianed family members. Cherry limeade has to be one of my most favorite drinks in the whole world.
Ok, ok.....I got sidetracked with the limeade......but back to my rant, already in progress, I just am so discouraged right now. I guess I just feel like I have SO far to go and that it seems like I will NEVER get there. At least at this rate I won't. Don't worry, I'm not going to give up. I am going to keep trying, because if I don't then I will FOR SURE never see the finish line. But it's days like this where I wonder why I'm doing this. It doesn't take me long to remember, though, that I'm doing this to live longer. I'm doing this for my family. I'm doing this to help others. I'm doing this so that I won't hide whenever there's a camera around. I'm doing this so that my kids will go outside more. I'm doing this so that my kids will be able to go places like the pool, the beach, and water parks. I'm doing this so that life doesn't keep passing me by. I'm doing this to live......period. And most of all, for God, to bring Him glory.
I Corinthians 6:19-20
Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.
I Corinthians 1:27
But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong.