Monday, September 27, 2010

So Proud

I have to take this moment to mention how proud I am of my kids.

Nate:
Last year we tried him in school and it didn't work very well. He acted like a robot at school, and while for the teacher this was a good thing because he listened very well, it was out of his character. He seemed different. He would cry the night before about not wanting to go to school the next day, and that was very hard to hear. He would even cry when Aunt Elizabeth would drop him off, which was another red flag. Needless to say, I don't even think he lasted a full month before we pulled him out of school. It was a hard decision since I was starting school full time, but it was the right one. This year, he is a whole different person. He is excited to go to school, although at times he does make comments about wishing it was the weekend or asking me to pick him up early. Overall though, he enjoys it and doesn't cry about going. While there, he listens very well to the teacher, but he does engage in play with the other kids and enjoys the things he does there. He loves his teachers (the teacher and her assistant) and they are very good with the kids. I am so proud that he is such a big boy and is doing so well.

Grace:
She is doing sooooooo well in school. Her grades are all very high, with the exception of her penmanship (which to me isn't a big deal at all). She is given a reading goal each quarter based on her reading level and each book she reads has a set amount of points that she can earn towards her goal. The books she can choose to read are 3.0-4.0 level (I'm not sure if this level corresponds to a grade level, but it is the level for the particular reading program they use called Accelerated Reader). That is the highest reading level assigned to anyone in the class. Also, she has already reached and exceeded her goal. She currently at over 120% while I believe the next highest percentage is around 80 or 90%. Yesterday, she had her very first book report due, which was entirely oral with NO notes. She choose Nancy Drew- The Hidden Staircase, which was a 5.5 level book and earned her nearly 6 of her 13 point goal!! They had to choose a book that was at least 25 pages, which all the kids pretty much did. This book was 182 pages!! Grace got 100% on her book report- the only one in her class! We are so very proud of her for working so hard.


Saturday, September 18, 2010

Weird

So yesterday, on my way to go have some coffee with friends at Barnes and Noble, I realize out of seemingly nowhere, the right side of my upper lip starts to swell. I didn't feel a bug bite, it is not itchy. In fact, today, it just feels a little like a fat lip you get from hitting it on something, but a very mild fat lip. And the swelling went down throughout the evening last night, too. Weird. It doesn't have any sore looking spot and doesn't look like a cold sore either. I didn't eat anything before that happened. I can't imagine what would have done it, except the only possible things are:

1) I got a bug bite and did not feel it
2) Ray, Grace and Nate all ate pistachios, which I am allergic to, and I kissed them all goodbye.

That's all I got. Weird.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Happy Birthday!!!

2003- 1 year old

2004- 2 years old
2005- 3 years old


2006- 4 years old

2007- 5 years old

2008- 6 years old

2009- 7 years old

2010- 8 years old


Happy Birthday, Gracie-lu. Today you are 8. Eight years ago I had no idea what you'd be like, how you would look, how smart you would be. You are more beautiful than I ever dreamed, you are funnier than I ever imagined, and you are smarter than I ever thought possible. I love you with all of my heart. You are growing to be such a sweet, amazing little girl. How blessed I am to have you as my daughter.

I love you always.

Happy Birthday, Sweet Pea.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Struggling

Today, I've been struggling. I'm not sure what exactly has come over me. Possibly the impending 8th birthday of my firstborn. Possibly the reality that my baby is in school full time. Possibly getting ready to see births and babies and the beginnings of life. Maybe a little bit of hormones mixed in, too.

In Target today, I saw moms with their toddlers and I just yearned to be one of them. It made me incredibly sad. So sad, in fact, I had to keep myself from busting out in tears in the middle of the store. I got in my car and drove home, holding it all in until I arrived. I am no longer that mom shopping in the early mornings with her curious little toddler, so full of life. Those years for me are gone. A memory. I can't help but to cry as I even type those words.

It makes my heart hurt that the years are flying fast. Too fast.

How did I get here so soon? It seemed like just yesterday I held Grace for the first time. It seemed like just yesterday Nate was the best Christmas present ever.

I'm sure it's just the hormones making feel all crazy sad today. But I can't help but wish there was a pause button in life sometimes.
 

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Ray, Gabbi, Grace and Nate
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