A Tad Bit Frustrated

I'm just frustrated. I took a butt kicking kickboxing class last Friday (the 8th) and it literally kicked my butt. I had been sore for a good part of the week, so I didn't realize that I had pulled/strained one of my right gluteal muscles (you know, one of the muscles in the gluteus maximus, medius or minimus, i.e. butt). Anyway, I realized the other day that all of my muscles are no longer sore, except one in that area. I started thinking about what I could have done to injure myself, and then one deep lunge type move we did in the kickboxing class came to my mind. I’m so competitive when I take these classes because I don’t want people to see me as someone who can't finish the class just because I may not seem as athletic as some of the others. And I certainly do not want to be the one who can't keep up, so I make sure that I keep up, no matter what. I push myself beyond my limits, beyond what I would ever do on my own, and I keep up with the class at all costs. This is good and bad, because on my own, I would usually stop before reaching my limit because I "think" I can't do a workout. Yet if I had a trainer, that person would push me to go further than I thought I could, and I would get a great workout. However, when I take a class, its possible I may push myself too far. Apparently it seems that in this case, I may have pushed myself beyond a physical limit within my body that I failed to adhere to, and pulled a muscle in that process.

So, anyway, I can basically do one of two things. I can continue to workout and I could end up being out for weeks if I injure myself further, or I can just sit it out now for a few days and be better off in the long run. I hate doing this, especially now I'm on a roll, but I know after having torn the muscle in my quadriceps (right leg) back in high school, that if its not fully recovered with rest, it will just get worse.

At any rate, I just feel frustrated because I still have the left shoulder issue I am dealing with, too. After two steroid injections it's just not better. I was seeing a doctor who is a family friend because I don’t have insurance, and I know he was doing his best (this area is not his specialty), but I know the issue will not get resolved without seeing a specialist. That, with all the testing a specialist will do, will cost me a fortune and that I can’t really afford that at this point.

So here I am FINALLY really getting into exercise mode, and I’m hit with yet another exercise inhibiting injury. Sigh. On top of that, I am in the beginning stages of a nasty chest cold, which let me tell you, I am just so looking forward to. I've been feeling it starting these last few days, and today I wake up with a terrible tightness in my chest, and when I cough, OMG it feels like my chest is on fire. Anyway, I think I am going to cut back on my workouts some this week, take it easy without completely sitting it out, and see how it goes, and reevaluate at the end of the week to see how I feel. And hopefully my little pain in the butt will be gone, my chest cold will be history, and I will be set to hit it hard next week!

No More Slacking

I decided to takes things easy this weekend with my eating since it was my birthday and all, and I happened to slack with my water drinking as well, and I ended up gaining 3 lbs (definitely a lot of water retention there!) So this week, it's back to normal, no slacking. Here's the workout plan for the week:

MONDAY:

• C25K Week 2 Day 3
• Salsa class @ gym
• Yoga

TUESDAY:

• C25K Week 3 Day 1
• Hip Hop Dance Video

WEDNESDAY:

• Kickboxing class @ gym
• (Maybe) Salsa class @ gym
• Yoga

THURSDAY:

• C25K Week 3 Day 2
• Hip Hop Dance Video

FRIDAY:

• Kickboxing or Salsa class @ gym
• Yoga

SATURDAY:

• C25K Week 3 Day 3
• Hip Hop Dance Class @ gym

So far today, I have done the C25K Week 2 Day 3 (had to catch up since I didn't do this on Saturday as planned due to the overwhelming soreness I had) It went well and I was doing better on my breathing. Week 3 is just like week 2, but the walking intervals are cut down from 2 minutes to 90 seconds with 90 seconds of jogging. I also did the salsa class at the gym, and I am currently getting ready to do some yoga before lunch. I'm starving.

Funny thing, Saturday I got to sleep in until after 9am, which for me I am usually up between 5am-7am pretty much everyday of the week, so that was definitely sleeping in for me. But usually when I go to bed between 10-11pm and I have to read a little in bed to help get me relaxed and feeling tired. Well thanks to my kickboxing class on FRIDAY, my body was still exhausted on Saturday that I had a lot of trouble staying awake until 11! I was trying to finish some things up and I just couldn't stay awake any longer. I'm looking forward to feeling this way again soon!

Post-Birthday Post

So Friday night my wonderful hubby surprised me with dinner at a quaint Italian restaurant I had wanted to try for a while now. the restaurant is in an old 1912 mansion that was once used as a farmhouse until the Port was built, which ended up flooding the farm land. Its really hard to imagine there was ever a farm around here!

Anyway, the food was fantastic, and the garlic bread is the best I've ever had. It was a very romantic setting and the ambiance was really nice. I totally recommend this restaurant to anyone, so if you're in the area and you want some good Italian food, let me know and I will tell you the name.

As far as my Saturday C25K run/walk, and my hip hop dance class at the gym- they were non-existent. Why, do you ask? I am so stinkin' sore, I have never been as sore in my entire life! I really must have worked hard in that kickboxing class. I loved it but man, I am having a hard time sitting down and getting back up, walking, and any other task. I am sore in muscles in my back I had no idea I even used in the workout. Dang, how long does it take to stop feeling sore after doing the same activity?

So how did I do on my workouts this week? Well, I am 8 for 13. Not bad, and if it hadn't been for my soreness, I would have been 10 for 13. I will definitely try to do better this week!

Oh and by the way, I think my weight will show a gain this week. Sigh-birthdays!

Catching Up

Wednesday: My workout for Wed. was heading to the gym for the salsa class, and doing a dance video back at home. I did both and was feeling my poor muscles in my abs burn. Burn= good, right?

Thursday: Today went well. I think my breathing is pretty much the same, but my legs felt good. I'm hoping that I'm feeling better with the breathing on day 3, or even day 1 of week 3. We'll see. I was supposed to do Yoga also, but I did not get it done.

Friday: Whew. What a day so far. I woke up dog tired and said to myself, "Self. You're tired. And it's your birthday, so why not just take the day off." Self then agreed. However, I thought I would just bring my workout clothes "just in case" and proceeded to take Grace to school. After leaving school, I found myself driving to the gym. Once I got there, I did hesitate a tad before going inside, but I am glad I did. I went and dropped off Nate with the child care, changed in the locker room and proceeded upstairs to the group exercise room where I was about to get my butt majorly kicker, aka, Turbo Kickboxing class. Man, that was intense. I think I burned like a million calories or something. It was hard, it was some major cardio work, but in the end, it was fun and awesome and I am going to have a hard time moving around tomorrow. They have a class on Wednesday mornings as well, however if I do the kickboxing, I won't be able to do salsa, too since there is like an hour gap in between both classes and Nate would get a little worried about me if I was gone that long. But I am looking forward to hitting this class up again next Friday. What am I, crazy? (Oh and I decided to nix the dance video today. I mean it is my birthday afterall, even though I wouldn't consider it slacking off after doing that class this morning).

Week 2 Begins

Today I started week 2 of the program. I didn't think it was too bad, but I could definitely tell a difference between this week and last week. Each interval of running this week is 90 seconds (as opposed to last week when they were 60 seconds). It seemed as if for the first 60 of the 90 secs I was fine. I felt strong, didn't seem like my breathing was too bad, but then for the last 30 secs I was definitely breathing harder. Anyway, it felt really good despite it being in the 80's and running. As many of you already know, I really hate the heat.....hate it hate it hate it, so being outside exerting energy making me hotter isn't usually at the top of my list of favorite things to do. But I did it.

Funny thing is, I set my alarm to wake up at 5am to do it, but I overslept and never heard the alarm go off until almost 6am and by that time I had no time left to do it before having to get Grace to school. But I couldn't stop thinking about when I would be able to get this done, and really just felt the need to. I just thought that was kind of cool to see how my body is really wanting the exercise.

Also, speaking of bodies and cravings, I've been really good with my water intake, and I am currently averaging about 10 glasses a day. What's funny is that now that I am used to that amount, I can feel that my body just craves the water, and I'm drinking it all day long. Who'd a thunk it?

Oh and last but not least, I have kept up with Tuesday's scheduled workouts. So far I'm 2 for 2. =)

Workouts For the Week

First let me say today's weigh in went ok. It was in the right direction, although I would have loved way more. I was down .6 lbs. At this rate, my kids may graduate high school before I will reach goal, but at least I'm getting there, right?

Second, I thought it would give me some extra accountability to post my planned workouts for the week and then evaluate how I did at the end of the week with it.

• Monday: Salsa class @ gym, Hip Hop dance video
  
• Tuesday: C25K (couch to 5K) program, yoga video
• Wednesday: Salsa class @ gym, Hip Hop dance video, Dancer workout @ gym
  
• Thursday: C25K program, yoga video
• Friday: Turbo Kickboxing class @ gym, Hip Hop dance video
• Saturday: C25K program, Hip Hop dance class @ gym
• Sunday: walk/rest

So there you have it, my plan for the week. I just finished all of Monday's workouts, so I am now looking forward to some relaxation.

Recent Update

I know, I know. I am really horrible at this blog thing. But I will work on trying harder so that my 6 readers will have something to read once in a while.

So anyway, here is my recent update. I'm down about 3 lbs since 1/14 (Ugh I should be more than that). But the good news is I have been exercising regularly. This past week I've exercised every day but today (that's 6 days in a row, folks). Here is how my week went:

• Monday: Salsa class @ gym (30 mins) and a 30 min Yoga video @ home
  
• Tuesday: Couch to 5K running program
  
• Wednesday: Salsa class @ gym (30 mins)
  
• Thursday: Couch to 5K running program
  
• Friday: Yoga video @ home (30 mins)
  
• Saturday: Couch to 5K running program, Hip Hop Dance class @ gym (40 mins- supposed to be 60 but I was late)

OK, so that was how I worked out this week. Also, I started back up with the Couch to 5K running program. In case you don't know what that is, its a program designed to get beginners to run a 5K in about 9 weeks time. Each week you do walk/run intervals and each week it gets to be more running and less walking. The weeks consist of only 3 days of training. You can progress at your own pace so if you need more time on a week, just repeat. I finished week 1 yesterday and about to do week 2. I will probably try blogging about those days as they come. So far, the week went well. I didn't notice any leg burning during the running part, which is good because last time I did this I was feeling that. I did have some soreness the days after, but I love that feeling- makes me feel as if I'm accomplishing something.

As far as eating, I am still working hard at being good. I tend to mess things up on the weekends, so I am trying especially hard this weekend. I messed up last Monday thinking I wouldn't have too much trouble fixing it, and I ended up playing catch up all week from the gain I caused on Monday. Sigh. At any rate, I guess it doesn't help that my birthday is this week, and I would love to just eat whatever I want, but I know if I do that, I will pay the repercussions.

Last but not least, the kids are doing fine. Nothing new to report except that Grace fell off some monkey bar type thing at school on Friday right before school got out and she hit her mouth on a bar. She ended up bruising her gums over 3 of her teeth, busting her lip a little and knocking her top tooth, that was already getting loose, a little looser. She almost knocked that tooth out completely, but its now just going to fall out a little quicker. Shes doing good. She had a hard time eating dinner Friday night, but other than that, shes been good.

Well thats all for now. Stay tuned..........

Crisis Averted

They are evil. I don’t care how cute those little girls are in their cute little green vests with their cute little smiles and their sweet little voices. They are evil- do NOT be fooled. Their weapon of choice? Sweet, delectable, luscious, delicious, sometimes chocolatey, sometimes gooey, sometimes crunchy, but always tastey - COOKIES. And not just any cookies-Girl scout cookies at that.

Well, its that dreadful time of year. Again. And actually it hasn’t always been dreadful, but in years past, I didn’t have a care in the world. I bought a box of cookies for each flavor I craved, and ate them whenever I felt like eating a cookie. This year, however, I cannot afford to fall back off the wagon for a stinkin’ cookie, no matter how good they are. And they are good. But I know if I buy a box of cookies, I will eat ALL of them. And its just not worth it. As I walked past the little table set up outside the grocery store this evening, I felt really good telling the little devil who asked me if I wanted to buy some girl scout cookies today, “Sorry, not today.” I did feel a little bad for not being able to help support her and her little devil girl scout troop, but at the same time I reveled in the fact that I made a good decision for my health, and I withstood the test thrown into my midst. Either that or the stomach bug I am recovering from still has a hold of my appetite and still has cravings for all things yummy suppressed.

Yeah, I think I’ll just stick with the first answer.

Quick Update

Not much has been going on here. Grace started back at school last week and was SOOOO excited to show all her friends and teachers her teeth. Nate's been as active as ever (but he's sooo cute though).

As far as weight, I am the same as I was last week, which is good considering I ate 2 pop tarts (they are 200 calories and like 10 grams of fat--EACH!!), a bunch of cookies, and some Chinese food (which has a ton of sodium, in addition to the calories and fat). So I will take the no loss, no gain number. This week I'm getting back on my WW points plan, and I'm really making an effort to hit the gym. This morning I took a Salsa class at the gym and LOVED it. It was so much fun. It was only 30 mins and the time just flew right by. I know it sounds like nothing, but it was such a great workout. Everyone in class was huffing and puffing away, even the instructor. My gym offers this class every Mon, Wed, and Fri mornings, and they also have it one or two afternoon/evenings. I am going to plan on hitting the M, W, F classes. Also, another location of my gym has a 60 min Salsa class on Tuesdays so I may try to make that when I can. So I will keep you posted on both the eating and the working out.

Yesterday a city that neighbors mine had a Farmer's Market. They are doing this like once a month from Dec-Apr. Yesterday was my first time there and it was really cool. There were only like 5 booths at most of people with actual produce, but the atmosphere was good. I bought bananas, strawberries, pears, sweet potatoes and some wholesome bread (the people selling the bread have a bread store not too far from Grace's school, so thats kinda neat). Man the strawberries were so yummy. I am really not a big fan of strawberries. I usually have to top them with whip cream or sugar to eat them, but these I could eat plain. VERY good. I wish I would have bought more, since what I bought is almost gone. I can't wait until the next Farmer's Market, especially since I have been really disappointed with the grocery store's produce and the prices are either the same or cheaper than the store. I also found out my city is supposed to be starting a Farmer's Market soon, and theres another Market I want to hit that runs every Saturday not too far from here either.

So that's pretty much it for now. I'll blog again soon.

*****UPDATE: I just read that my city's GREEN MARKET will be open every Sunday starting from Feb 2nd until the end of April. And on top of that, they are only featuring local growers (I suppose from my city, which is strange since I didn't think there were any farms for miles and miles) because they want to help support the local economy. I hope their produce is yummo!

Growing up.....Even Faster

Grace lost the second tooth today. Look at how her smile looks now!!

Growing Up

It's hard to imagine that 5 years, 3 months, 3 weeks and one day ago Grace was born. Now she runs, and jumps, and skips, and rides her bike, and goes to school, and talks back to her parents. And today she's lost her first tooth. The one right next to it is soon to follow, as well as one of the top teeth is in the starting stages of "looseness." She is just growing up so fast, I can hardly believe it. To make matters worse, I have been there to witness all the firsts both Grace and Nate have experienced, except for Grace losing her tooth. She was with grandma and grandpa which is WAY better than if it happened at school, however, I still cried because I missed out on a "first" and I'm not used to that at all. Guess I'm a certified, bona fide mush pot.

Chill Out

YAY....its going to be chilly out. Tomorrow a front comes through, a REAL front, bringing a low into the 50s tomorrow. However, on Wednesday the high only reach about 60, which is lower than our normal lows are around here. The low for Wednesday night will be around 42, making the "feels like" temps in the 30's. Brrrrrrr. I LOVE IT. The next couple of days after that will be awesome as well, though not nearly as chilly with a high of 72 for Thursday and 75 for Friday.

Ok, so are you tired of my weather report yet? Sorry. It is my blog, and I LOVE weather, especially when I goes in my favor. I could just talk about this all day. So I will talk about something else.

Weight loss. I've been stuck in the same group of 10 lbs for three months. I should have been down another 20lbs at least by now, so I have no one to blame but myself. And Reese's peanut butter cups. I have to give them some blame. Who is so tasty sweet, rich and creamy, with just the right hint of peanut butter, and then gets off the hook for making people overweight? Its not fair, and I plan to take down all peanut butter cups.

But anyway, seriously, I didn't necessarily fall off the wagon, its more like the peanut butter cup pushed me off (or tried to) and I was hanging behind the wagon by a rope, trying to climb back up. But when the wagon is going like 100mph, its not an easy feat. So here I am, the wagon pulled over by the police for speeding, giving me the perfect opportunity to get back on, which is the plan. (Did I just lose you with my attempt to be funny? Sorry.) I am currently only now down 29lbs exactly, thanks to an almost 7 lb gain in the last 2 weeks, YIKES. Did you know it was possible to only gain 7 lbs and feel as if you just gained back the entire 36 you lost? Well, I feel like I gained THAT much. But I am ready for round 2. The past three months I should have been giving this 100%, and I was only giving it about 45%. I'm tired of being on this roller coaster, and I'm ready to get to the end of this ride. I have a gym membership that I bought the Monday after Thanksgiving, a Cyber Monday deal which turned out to be a really good deal, and I have every intention on using it. Now, I've been subconsciously making excuses as to why I shouldn't go to the gym. I have a bad shoulder (left side, no idea what happened, but for a few months now I have pain when I use it to lift things, or just when I lift it up above my head or behind my back). I think I've let my brain convince me that without being able to use my arm in my workouts it wasn't worth going to the gym for, which by the way, is not true. I can do cardio, and I can do weight training with my lower half of my body and my abs. I could work out my right arm but then I would look funny. In any case, I don't forsee my shoulder feeling better in the near future, but I can't wait on it forever to workout......and I don't need to. I can workout without my arm, and I will.

2008 is going to start a new year for me. I will finish this journey THIS year. After that, I start a whole new one trying to maintain, but thats a whole different ballgame. We'll cross that bridge when we get there.

Enjoy the weather where you are. If you're cold....think of me and how much I love it. :)

New Feature

Ok, so I totally stole this idea from my sis-in-law Wendi's blog, however I thought it would be very appropriate to add this feature to my blog as well. Since I am inconsistent with my blog updates, you can now sign up for an automatic update whenever a blog is posted. Then you few readers who check my blog daily to see if I've posted anything, and find out that I indeed did not, can now be alerted when a new post is up.

Something To Think About

Not to sound down, but this time of year always makes my heart heavy for those less fortunate than us. It's also the time of year where I wish I had so much more than I have in order to bless others with awesome gifts, and yet I usually find myself stressed out because I can't give more. Then there are stories, like the one I'm about to share, that help me realize that things aren't as bad as they could be, and that I am very fortunate to be where I am. Contentment is key, and these stories help put that back into perspective for me, right when I need it.

I would also encourage everyone to give something if they could, even if its just a dollar, to this poor family. It breaks my heart to hear these types of stories, but at the same time I am always blessed and surprised at seeing the responses of communities that pull together to help someone in a time of need.

Click here to read the story. (WARNING, this may be a tear jerker!) You can also google "Andrue Smith" and stories will come up if you need to read more or get more information.

And remember, the most awesome gift you can give this family is your prayer. Please remember to pray for them.

Awesome Video

If you have a moment, watch this incredible video of a skit a church put on to a song called Everything by Lifehouse. While you are watching the skit, make sure to pay attention to the song. I honestly got goosebumps during this video, and I hope it moves you the same way, too.

(oh and guess what.....its going to be chilly tomorrow. YAY. Its going to "feel like" the 40's. YAY!)